Can't nobody

What am I trying to do ,

What am I even thinking of doing,

How am I gonna survive this ordeal,

Who am I gonna face more in future,

Why do  I have to deal with people like this,

When is this gonna just end.

I lie, I lie for the sake of not hurting you.

I lie so that I wouldn't burst out at you.

When I lie,

It's either I'm trying to hide it from you,

or scared to let you know.

or maybe just that if i did tell the truth you wouldn't even like it.

so why bother telling the truth.

Owh. wait.

I forgot how straight forward I am.

But also at times I do lie.

Simple white lies being compared

to when I was a kid which I lie a lot.

Being who I am now,

isn't wrong.

Me being straight forward and hot tempered

comes from my Mom's blood and genes.

Can't change and don't plan too.

I like how straight forward I am cause

some people just need to be told off.

I HATE THIS SHIT GOING ON>

I had enough.

haters gonna hate.

Peace out.

-VIP-