why do i express so much anger?
and in my head I would like to say,
why keep it in?
I may show my anger as often as you think,
but I rarely show how upset or sad I may be.
I rather keep it in or talk to someone or even just cry it out.
I sometimes cry myself to sleep,
not overall cause of love,
overall cause..of how..everything life is.
You may think, i have live my life as easy as you think.
but it's not as easy as you may think.
Problem is,
People say things,
We all do,
but sometimes, things we say may hurt someone or anyone.
just that we don't know how deep it hurts.
I've been through it, I think majority has.
Just that one sentence. ONE sentence.
you don't know how hurtful it is.
it could be as simple as people would come and tell you
"Owh, I'm just telling you the truth"
yea, If I'm telling the truth, you wouldn't be there standing either.
You would be down on your knees crying if you wanted
to know the truth.
I guess to the extend of my sadness is..
after the day i confessed.
But not just that, everything just hit me.
the stress hit me, the frustration hit me.
I couldn't control myself.
tears just starting coming out.
I tried my hardness to keep it in me.
but as lucky as a lucky charm.
I have friends.
Couldn't help but just to call
and all she could do was to listen to me cry over the phone.
and i was right in front of the office.
Had to wear sunglasses,
no one even knew.
Had to just go into the corner and cried my eyes.
it was actually a big relief.
I'm guessing Im just gonna stop here.
HAI DON, if you're reading anyways.
Take care, see you around, don't forget to call when you wanna hang,
and especially don't forget all the friends you made
even though we may have facebook.
Cheers.
-VIP-
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