It's closing in to the end of the year.
and the fact that I graduated from Diploma and now
on to my degree. Time really does pass by that fast when you just blink.
It has been a rough past few months,
starting from the fact that I had feelings for someone
and from the part when he found out before I told him
and the part where I was mainly suffering from
trying to stop myself to fall for him even deeper.
It really has been rough,
from assignments to exams.
But thinking about it.. assignments aren't actually that hard.
It's just that I do it last minute.
Hey, i ain't a goody good girl. LOL.
The fact that it has pass one month.
and for a whole week I was crying my eyes out
from all that suffering.
I actually felt better.
It's either I'm forgetting it.
or just deep down inside I'm just covering it up and putting it on corner
for me to still remember but also to forget at the same time.
Does that even make ANY SENSE?
But it has been a good couple of days.
Where I stopped going all emo for god knows what.
and so i probably came to realize WHY.
It's probably....
cause I'm "fan-girling" over another guy.
and that guy ain't G-Dragon. HAHA.
It's someone here, on earth, in my very course in my very university.
I'm glad actually to have him,
it keeps my mind of another.
Lessen the suffering.
Honestly, this guy I'm fan girling over really is my ideal type.
he's everything I look for in a guy.
just that minus the fact he smokes.
I mean right now every guy i know smokes -__-''
but minus that fact,
everything about his is absolutely perfect :)
tall, dark, handsome,cool, plays instrument and etc.
I mean how can you not fall for him?
but nothing more than that. i can promise.
Just a moment, that I'm fan girling over some guy
which is not even an Kpop idol.
funny thing for me.
but he is one of the reasons why
I've stopped emo-ing as a matter of fact.
but I still love the guy who caused all this nonsense to me. haha.
and to that I end my post.
peace out.
-VIP-
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