Shitty School Memories.

Momentarily, memories from high school came flooding back to me.
I guess a particular conversation between my mom and my aunt triggered
those...not so happy memories mostly.

and so I went and take a look at all my high school year books
from the very year of 2005 till year 2009.

It's been rough during school years.
There were some good memories and some were just plain bad that
I can't even get it out of my head.
It's practically freshly planted in my brain.

People always tend to assume....
I had a good life in school.
or to say I have more or less a good school years.
but meh. No one knew much about the situations I had.

I was mocked, I was bullied, I've been sabotaged, I've been stolen from,
I've been slapped before.........
That's the few probably.

Maybe one of it was me being alone in school.
One reason could be my parents are late.
Second reason would be my dad forgot about me.
Well, mainly it's just that I have to stay in school till dark to get picked up back home.

and when I say dark, it really means dark.
My school finishes at 3.40pm.
So it's in the middle..of no where mainly.
I waited...till 7pm or 8pm.
Where everything is closed and dark and scary for a 17 year old girl.

All this shitty memories came back to me.
very shitty memories.
Parents don't have the time.
8 out of 10 times I'm usually picked up by my dad's colleagues.

Different colleagues, Different cars most of the days.
HUH if only I was actually "kidnapped"
ppfftt.
Whatever man.

Shitty school memories.

-VIP-