Don't Cry

Waddup homies!

It's 10minutes to 2am!

Dip dip da di du~

Okay, that was random.

It's past 1am so basically, I'm a little...CUCKOO! ;)

It's closing time for this week.

It's coming closer~

It's finals next week.

and I still haven't bother finding for a job.

I mean ASK around yet.

I'm so scared.

WHY!? honestly, I never worked before. That's why. -_-

So, Who's gonna sleep with a broken heart tonight?

Me? My heart was already broken long time ago.

So, I sleep with a broken heart every night.

I'm used to the pain.

Just imagine how much care you put into this person,

you love him/her, you care, you worry.

but one small move will cost you.

Cost you broken heart.

When I confessed I knew it would be a 50/50

I'm still thinking..but now it would be 70/30

cause he basically just act like the confession I made to him

didn't happen at all.

I'm not sure whether I'm suppose to feel normal..

or upset or go into some emo shit state.

I really don't

well one thing's for sure.

He did reply me.

and it's like *snaps finger*

it's all back to normal.

you just can't change everything and be back to normal

not after what happen.

maybe he can, but I can't.

If that person you like so much has an other half.

you would wanna be a good person and wish them happiness.

you know the shit goes " if you're happy, I'm happy"

you know that crap,

yes, of course we wanna see that person to be happy.

but how can we say we'll be happy too?

when on the inside you're just suffering

and dying wouldn't make a difference.

I did once think of committing suicide.

It did came in my mind.

but I guess I was too cowardly to actually

put it into actions.

Probably that's why I'm still here with a broken heart.

Honestly, what can you do about it?

All you can do is..

Cry

hang in there

Cry again

move on

and then

Cry again.

It did happen to me once

I cried so much that I just don't have tears anymore.

Or probably I just stoned myself from reality.

probably that happened.

I cried myself to sleep most of the time

but I haven't been doing it this year.

wait, i broke the record.

I did cried myself to sleep.

right after I confessed.

It was nice, i mean you cried your heart out

and you feel so tired you just automatically fall asleep.

but you wake up with this puffy swollen eyes. Yikes!

I never cried in front of anybody.

Unless you consider funerals.

but that would be a different case.

My parents would think I never cried no more.

but little did they know I cried more than they think.

So you can guessed it,

why I'm always so hot tempered

I basically got that from my mom anyways.

Her temper and mine = similar

put us together when we're angry

smashing doors and slamming whatever we open and close.

been there done that.

Okays.

I think I bore you enough.

So enjoy your Wednesday people

peace out!

Please do enjoy the Music video at the end of this post.

JAY PARK mini album just came out.

and that would be the main single and the MV :) I do love it.

I downloaded the song straight after listening to it :)

YOU GO JAY!

I do support Jay with all my heart.

But It seems that his youtube account had some problems ):

it was deleted?

and now I can't find his Facebook page no more!

IT'S GONE! I'm worried

but thank god his twitter account is still active (:

Okay peeps, Please do have a listen to Jay park's music and watch the Music Video :)

Happy Belated Birthday to BIG BANG's Dae Dae : Daesung! (:

VIP's, you mean so much to us. Smiling angel of ours ♥

I like you, I adore you, I love yo, I care, worried, think about you. I've given so much just to be pushed back like I was a stranger to you. Why?

-VIP-