My love to you is not wrong

I guess I should be grateful that the guy I like is a good friend of mine.

He's nice, He's tall, He plays the guitar,keyboard and sings, He plays futsal, He's in a band, He loves to write, He speaks good english, He does lame jokes and overall to me, he's extremely cute.

BUT he's taken. yes he is and I'm not keen on chasing guys that are already in a relationship. Not like I can stop myself from liking because it's been a year now and well that feeling is still there.

So many times I told myself "go for it, confess, it won't kill you"

But all that effort to make the confession and majority of the time I failed at it because naturally the guy just thinks of me as a friend. I'm pretty positive he thinks of me as a good friend too. 

I think I got friendzone. Scratch the think. I just got friendzone.

It could be a guess whether he already figured it out that I like him. I'm not sure I was pretty obvious in my actions but I'm guessing girls tend to do all this things around him. I SUPPOSE. He is quite "popular" with the amount of EX he told me he has. shocking. -______-''

So here I am just telling myself that, please don't go blurting out how you feel towards him because in the end it never ends well and I would hate to see how our friendship will turn out.

I like how we are now, we joke, we laugh, we argue. It's pretty awesome and just by doing that it really does keeps me happy honestly.

I can only say this shit here cause he doesn't check tumblr or my blogspot. 

Although. I might think of confessing by the end of my degree. Not sure it'll be a good choice cause I'm still pondering but I'm guessing I won't do it anyhow.

Here I end my over sentimental shit feelings. Over and out.